New Chapter

I went out lastnight. I watched people having fun. My fun only lasted a while. First of all if people think I am in Vegas partyin every night they are sadly mistaken. Once you actually LIVE in Vegas it just becomes normal. The Upside to living here is that theres always something to do. The downside is my friends are not here to enjoy it with me. I missed my friends a lot last night. I missed the way things were. This had to happen one day. We are all coming into our own and becoming not a group of friends but individuals that are just friends.

Stefanie had baby Harriett! well I guess I can stop calling her Harriett and reveal her real name since she is born now. Jordyn Cherelle Wright was born Dec 4th 2009 and was 7 pounds 4 ounces. I'm so excited so I know Stefanie is overwhelmed with happiness. I still miss the days where there where no babies, boyfriends, and real life issues! but this is a new chapter in all of our lives.

I know your not suppose to make New Years resolutions and just do what the fuck you should be doing anyway... but hey... you gotta start somewhere. For me 2010 will be the year I let go of caring about things I cant change and worry about the things I can. I will no longer care what anybody else thinks because I should be focusing on all the things I have to finally be happy about. In this new year I will be myself. I will walk, talk and just be Laura. No one truly has a drama free life but I sure as hell will drop every bit I have the power to. I will focus on making this new chapter in my life better than the last.

Moving was the best thing I have ever done for myself.

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Current Jamz::
"Tiny Dancer"- Elton John

Quote of the Day::
"Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies"

Its Been WAY too long people!

I kno I've been MIA from blogging for a while but I needed some time to clear my head and my thoughts so I can get everything out for you all to read. I mean how can I expect ya'll to understand me when I coudn't even understand myself? lol... anycrap... I've recently moved to Vegas which has honestly been one of the best things I have ever done for myself. I always stopped myself from moving out if Detriot... the city I hate so much... in fear that I would be missing something. It took for things to hit rock bottom for me to realize I wasn't missing shit. I mean seriously... what am I missing?? No jobs, a crappy school system, somewhere where everyones hood mentality gets the better of them, people who are not your friend for who you are but yet who they think you are and what you can do to benifit them. This was not about bettering myself as a person but yet just going somewhere better.

Now I will never forget the good things about detroit. Campus Martius every winter, Sherwood Coney, and the few friends I have but I now have a chance to become a more wordly person and experience something new for myself. an opportunity most people never get. I found myself in detroit becoming something I hated. Being forced to fight negitivity with more negitivity and I regret every bit of it. I'm not saying everyone that stayed is like a loser or anything but I'm just saying for me personally leaving was something I had to do to get the life experience that I need. I def didnt want getting out of detroit to be on my bucket list lol.

Since I left I have heard nothing but drama and sadness going on there. Just the other day my friend brandons older sister was found dead. Killed in a brutal way. I honestly think about it every day. Eventho I didnt know her on a very personal level she was always so nice to me and she took care of brandon who is one of my closest friends. I feel terrible that I cant be physically there to comfort him in his time of need. It was def the scariest and saddest thing I heard about hapening in detroit. RIP Shanita Brown... and Brandon I kno I act like a strict older sister sometimes but I'm always ALWAYS here if u need me.

I love my friends! Not all the associates that I claimed as friends in the past... but my TRUE friends. The ones that have always been a great support system to me. I am confident that my decision to move will not compromise a true friendship :)

Ive been getting great feedback from photographers out this way so I'm hoping to make some new connections. K.I.T people! I promise I wont wait this long to blog again.


New Pics!

Poem

Our Fate

It all comes out too little to late

Its hard to believe this was our fate

That god let me believe you were the one

had me thinkin it was true love

The truth eventually comes to light

but sometimes its too late to make things right

sometimes it takes to be hurt to see the pain you caused

But at the end of the day it was all just a loss

Relationships are not a game so you shouldnt try to win

Hopefully next time you'll know you'll lose in the end

If you play the game of who causes the most pain

back and fourth back and fourth until it all goes down the drain

if you play with matches your bound to get burned

just promise me this will be a lesson learned

At the end of the day we lost something great

But now I have to know this was our fate

You Know Your a Wack Ass Bitch When... Pt 2

Back by Popular Demand...

Part 2 of...

YOU KNOW YOUR A WACK ASS BITCH WHEN...

• When you promote parites just to get in Free! with all that work u put in u might as well have paid the 5 dollars b4 midnight.
• When you are fuckin several guys but have nothin to show for it. AKA you still are walkin everywhere cuz u aint got no ride in them SAME s.carters you had from 10th grade.
• When you wear Cartier glasses because u think they make u look classy
• When you are spring clothes shopping at Lee Beauty Supply... Yes we can all tell you got your clothes from there.
• When you start shit on facebook. Seriously I'm tired of these facebook thugs. what ever happened to just fighting a bitch in the street??? its still hood rat-ish but atleast it aint wack and scary!
• When you type in a way u think looks cute... (ex: using 3's for E's and q's for g's) WTF is yo problem?!?! that shit is NOT cute and u just took 5 extra minutes out yo live to type something that coulda took 5 seconds. Clearly u just a fool!
• When you wear zillions to your wedding. sorry I had to say it.
• When you are fuckin somebody elses boyfriend and thinks that makes you special. stop being a idiot... u were just another bitch who didnt get the title.
• When your "Modeling Career" Consisted of being on flyers for free... and only because u asked to get put on it.
• When you still Roll down ALL the windows of your car and BLAST music down the street to get attention because you want everyone to see u drivin. ummm how old are you???
• When you fuck guys to get popular.... ewwww
• When you are still wearing your nails after 2 r broken and 1 is completely popped off... because u wanna get a fill in. soooo.... your going to look like a fool in the mean time???
• You still Hip Roll at Parties... Period!

Remember this note is ment to HELP people. as harsh at it may seem some people need a reality check.

I just Wanna be Successful

New shots of me.

just check them out

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Current Jamz::

"Successful" -Drake

Quote of the Day::

"Success doesnt come to you. you go to it"

Big Seans Video

FINALLY! I lowkey been waiting for this video.

I'm just Glad to see a detroiter from our generation making it.

Show Me Love

Love is just a word now. Love has just as much meaning as the word VCR. Anybody can say it... we say it to friends we have known for all of 2 days (ex:"oh girl u kno i love u") This word used to have meaning, respect, and action behind it. It used to be special. I have not had one boyfriend who hasn't told me he loved me and I was always the only one smart enough not to say it right back. I guess my point is if you say you love someone dont think its special anymore, the action behind it is.

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Current Jamz::

"Number One" - John Legend

Quote::

"I tried to jack off & he said 'who is you playin wit'"

Kanglosta Ft. Princeton -Wanna Bet

Check out Detroit's up and coming to the music scene "Kanglosta" as he drops his first single for the ladies titled "Wanna Bet" from his upcoming mixtape "The Academy Presents.........Kanglosta".

To Download click the zshare link below

http://www.zshare.net/download/58952694d07472a6/

Wanna Bet - Kanglosta ft. Princeton

Video Blog

WTF Blanket!

This is so freakin funny! it sums up how I feel about snuggies to the T

If you do not want to see me again I would understand

today is just one of those days. one of those days you realize how much you life has changed in such a short amount of time. one of those days when you realize you need to stop holding onto the past and what was. one of those days where you realize that it doesnt matter if it was a good or bad thing but that it doesnt matter at all because whats done is done.  I have stopped chasing people. I cant make someone love me. I cant make someone be my friend. I cant make someone want me around. The best things are natural. My vision of my life went from crystal clear to ... just blank.  I have no idea whats next and I'm not sure if I like it or not. but I know one thing... I gotta figure it out. A year ago I had so many friends I could barf! lol. but I have lost more than half of them. Knowing how the pattern goes I'll probably lose more and just get some new ones.  The true friends stay. and it doesnt matter if you have known them 2 weeks or 12 years... the real ones stay. But now I have no one to call... seriously. For the 1st time I think I feel 100% alone. Its not a good feeling but I guess its forcing me to actually deal with things.

Sorry I've been missing... but I'm BACK!

So I've been busy finding myself... thats why I been MIA from the blog scene. But I'm back with updates. I was honestly motivated by this random man that came into my job today telling me that time waits for no one and I know he's right...

I kinda got into this "play it safe" mode which is very unlike me. I decided to just go to school and get a regular ass job and be a regular ass person... but I'm already bored with that idea so eff all that!

I decided to stop being a lazy bitch and actually go shoot with Show Mag like I was suppose to go do months ago. I had a minor setback and then just postponed until I could get out to LA but I guess I'm gonna make that happen...

I kinda like my new job... its growing on me. Especially since it just consists of bringing people their food and being pretty :) YAY HOOTERS!

I have realized... that you cant force someone to be your friend. You Win some You lose some. Its sad but at the end of the day its their loss.

YOUR A PATHETIC BITCH!... I just thought u should know :)

I wish people would stop getting shit airbrushed... thats so ummm 10th Grade pep rally!

I had stars on my 4head

Sooo... its prom season! ( my lil sis looked fab by the way..) and ummmm I wish these females would NOT get their prom dresses for $29.95 at Deb.. Yes I'm talkin about yall and YES we can tell!

well thats all for now... TTFN

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Current Jamz::

"Knocks You Down" -Keri Hilson

Quote of the Day::

"I just wanna punch you in the stomach and say 'oops I was just tryna get a pork chop' "

Promises Made and Promises Lost

Promises made and promises lost

what really counts is suppose to be the thought

but the road to hell is paved with good intentions

maybe I should lower my expectations

Promises made and promises lost

I promised myself I would never be this girl again

shedding a tear for every promise broken

always in the dark to keep people from looking

but how can I even pretend

Promises made and promises lost

but I'm the one most at fault

I'm the biggest victim but committed the biggest crime

the broken promise that hurts the most is mine

- Laura

Plies New Reality Show "GOONETTE" ... wait until you see this!

Plies New Reality show

He's looking for GOONETTS!

1st episode featuring a midget stripper...

WTF plies??? soooo random!

Who's life is it anyway!?!?!

Havent really blogged in a while. I know everyone missed me :)

First of all I have a new life guideline. I have been sitting and thinking. Although my car is currently stuck, I had a stressful night, I might be a slight push over sometimes, and I am currently poor assin it! lol... I still am SOOOOOO happy. So my new rule is just to have fun.. dont worry.. and work on my flaws as I go. Im fortunate enough to not have any major worries in my life so I will take advantage of that.

on some side notes...

- Last night Esko Banged. although it didn't end how I would have liked. The bright side is that a successful event can be thrown.

- I feel like Plies is a life ruiner! like WHYYYYYYY wont he stop with all his randomness. I dont know what girl wants to be a "bus it baby" and if a guy EVER said "please excuse my hands" I would prolly cuss him out. seriously he himself as a person is not acceptable...

- So I guess Im back in detroit for a while now... mostly because I found love :)

- I have noticed that the happier you are the more people are jealous of you. people are jealous of happiness. thats really sad.... LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE!!!!

- I finally saw "American Pimp"... it was amazing. This documentary on pimps  was funny and educational. I think I wanna b a pimp when I grow up lol

-I have this new found obsession with the show "whos wedding is it anyway??"... hummmm *hint hint*

- Hanging with my Manager & Day 26 on tuesday.  then studio on thrusday!

- RANDOM:: What ever happened to the Olsen Twins??? Did one overdose and the other starve herself to death??? :-/

- "accept the truth about you. you know life goes on without you"

- I want some Lemon cake :(

- FINALLY! I have chosen my major and it is Criminal Justice. funny cuz I'm on probation. lol

- Some people just weren't worth having around

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Current Jamz::  "Mr. Intentional" -Lauryn Hill

Quote of the Day:: "the road to hell is paved with good intentions"

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Lucki Ent Events...

Yes we just got back and we already got a few dates on the calendar...




Tomorrow! Lucki Ent is officially on
Sex Drive Fridays
EVERY Friday @ Esko
Ladies FREE until 12am
First 50 people FREE drink on us
and Mixed Drinks 1/2 off until 11




Also the Original Wild Wednesdays is BACK!
W.O.W.
Each and EVERY Wednesday @ Esko


Thats just a sample for now.... be back to post more events soon

FEELIN LUCKI!

first off let me say LUCKI ENT's vlof is now up!

CLICK HERE to view the new blog!

Sorry I been MIA once again but heres an update::

- its been a HORRIBLE and I mean REALLY HORRRIBLE few weeks. I gotta go to the hospital, car gets fucked up, almost went to jail! sheesh! can I get a break!?!?

-I'm officially back in Michigan due to court order and LOVE <3 which will be explained later in the blog

- now due to all this BS I missed my LA photoshoot. but dont worry it is still going to happen. more than likely in march. but still I hate having to put things off

- I am now an artist with twisted management. I'm happy about that. they manage many established artists.

-some guy wrote me on FB saying "what hood you rep?" ... ummmm #1 i'm not from the hood... #2 y would you eve send that mess to me!

- I'm singing the national anthem at the promoters charity basketball game this saturday feb 28th @ Cass Tech. I'm a little nervous... but I guess its just the national anthem. its only like 4 lines.... right??? lol

-Also... I'm selling tickets to Debonaire Affair on March 14th @ Seldom Blues

hit me up!...

ummmm thats about it I believe... expect alot from LUCKI ENT and ME!

o yea... a video blog on my feelings on the Chris Brown and Riahanna situation... TEAM CB! lol

You know you a WACK ass Bitch when...

I told yall this one was coming... now you kno the well awaited

you kno you a wack ass bitch when...

- your favorite song is "Independent" but you dont have your own house or car.... u dont have a job, work hard... and ur not a bad broad!... its funny how every girl get hype to this song but they dont even meet the qualifications to be independent

- When yo boyfriend paid for the birthday gift u bought him...

- you tellin every guy your a virgin but your clearly not

- When you and your friend go out matching... all the cool kids r laughing at you

- When you can CLEARLY and OBVIOUSLY see the difference between your weave and your real hair. even from a distance

- when you are 24 years old and have yet to move out of your parents house

- if you wear zillions to prom... but maybe put a cute clip in that shit

- when you fightin other females over a nigga... when YOUR the other woman. matter of fact... your a wack ass bitch for being the other woman at all! find ur own...

- when you trappin a nigga by havin his baby! and incase you didnt kno... HE WILL STILL LEAVE YOU!

- When in every picture you take you got sumthin of someone elses on...

- now no disrespect to any homosexual people. but we all kno there are alot of girls out here being PLAY GAY cuz they think its cute. well its not and its disrespectful to all the real gay people who r not out here frontin

- When you a hoe but you still liein about who you had sex wit. now u just a sneaky hoe

- if you rely on your man for EVERYTHING... then what you gonna do when he leave yo ass for the next girl who actually HAS something

- when you wearin clothes that are about 3 sizes to small... yes we can tell! cuz yo pants always look like u got a wedgie!

-when you got a belly ring but your clearly not in shape to be showin your stomach

- if you think you in a relationship with a nigga but you only see him at night. NEWS FLASH:: your just fuckin!!!

-When you call yourself a model but all you really do is take pictures just like every other girl...

-if you think Red Lobster is a fancy restaurant

- when your just a studio hoe...

- when you dont bring NO money 2 the club because you SURE you gonna be free b4 11pm

-when its snowin outside and yo ass still goes to the club with no coat... you are no longer the cute girl you are the COLD girl. I will GIVE you $3 for coat check

-if you kno your man is cheating on you... but you just dont say shit.

well thats it...

if ya dont kno now ya kno!

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Current Jamz::
"Bricks" -Gucci

Quote of the Day::
"ok I will come... but I doubt you need company with all them bootys in your face lol"

Welcome back Lucki Ent.

is it ok to cry..

I'm honestly a naturally emotional person. I cant help it... I wear my heart on my sleeve. When I'm upset I'm REALLY upset. When I get happy I get SUPER happy. When I love I love HARD. and when it hurts it hurts BAD. and yea sometimes I freak out and just pour all my emotions out at once. My thing is... you kno some people tell you things like "oh no dont cry its not worth it" or "crying doesnt solve anything" while others tell you to let it out. WHAT DO I DO! like honestly sometimes I just feel like I need to just cry. I hate letting people see me cry... thats a no no. but damnit sometimes if you have pent up emotion it becomes to much. I just figure damnit it might not actually solve anything but it sure as hell can make you feel alot better just by not keeping it inside. I'm not gonna feel bad for cryin sometimes. or getting emotional... cuz at the end of the day I'd much rather have these feelings and emotions then be heartless and have none at all. so I'm a little sad right now... it sucks to be misunderstood. especially when you cant fix it. but my mom always tells me... there is a end to everything. which means every pain, hurt, and heartbreak will eventually be over. thats a good way to think about things. I love my mom :D

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Current Jamz::
"I wish I never met you" - Trina

Quote of the Day::
"however long the night, the dawn will break"

You kno you a weak ass nigga when....

I'm sorry I just felt this necessary. maybe this will inspire some of these young men to get it together and stop being a weak ass.

you kno you a weak ass nigga when....

- when you are LEASING a nice ass car but you still stay in your moms basement (note I said leasing and not buying)

- When you are a... lets just say "hustler" but you still walkin around the mall with NO BAGS!

- When you and yo girl get to the end of the drive thru at wendys and you "left yo wallet at home"

- when you are STILL doin ALL YOU CAN 2 keep them white forces crispy that you bought 3 years ago

- When you cant go a damn day without using something yo girl bought or gave to you but she goes everyday without using anything you bought her

- when you use this weak ass excuse for gettin caught up on facebook "my boy got my password and he just be doin stuff on my page"

- when you keep sayin you gonna go back to school but you been sayin that since you left school 4 years ago!

- when you come at a girl talkin about you got a range... but when its time to go out she gotta pick you up... because your "range" is conveniently in the shop.

- when one of the 1st things you tell a girl is that you "got a record deal"...like most people DONT lie about that...

- When there is always a convenient excuse when your weak-assness shows

- now its ok to talk during sex... but when you KEEP asking if she likes it. thats some weak shit. just DO IT! are you trying to re-assure yourself???

- When you are a FB groupie... if you find the girl attractive more than likely there are 10 more guys that day who thought the same and sent her the same "hey sexy hi u doin" message that you did

- when you are a broke drug dealer... yup I said it... and its most of yall! now when you go to jail you cant even bail yourself out!

- when you are not claiming or taking care of your kids... shit just aint cool.


well.... that is all...

oh and please believe the females got one comin to!

TTFN!

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Current Jamz::
"We Still" - Tamia

Quote of the day::
"imma need you to um.... get your life together IMMEDIATELY"

Everybody knows... nobody really knows (update on ME)

So... as far as people thinkin I been MIA. HA! FOOLED YOU!


ME! apparently my mixtape is selling out... and apparently I got lots of fans right now. good shit


I kno yall kno this magazine... ong of my dreams was to be in this. well lets just say I'll be in LA feb 7th... SUPER GOOD SHIT!

sooooo.... here are some of my latest shots...




Photographer:: Anthony Collins... LOVES YOU!



Photographer:: Dante Marshall... LOVES YOU 2! lol... from the $10 photoshoot!
ATTENTION PEOPLE Dante is not a thief! you will get ur pics back... dont take "legal action" or anything lol. (ahhh lol that just tickled me)

THROWBACK PIC!


Photographer:: Duane Johnson... POOH! Def put all the girls on blast with his "throwback" facebook album... but I dont mind. I was hot and barely legal! lol
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So this is sum of the stuff I'm feelin right now!


Heres a new song my my buddy... I like it. SO U BETTER LIKE IT TOO!
Click here to listen/download "SAY YOU WILL FT. P.L."


Here is Dj Mo Beatz mixtape... hours and hours and days and days went into this so you should ummmm DOWNLOAD THE SHIT!

CLICK HERE to go to his blog and download the mixtape



I just really love this song :)

Emotional me... I'll always be that girl!

I know this is gonna start off sounding like a regular "anti men" blog... but its not so just hear me out. lately I have been super emotional. I really just got out a 3 year... well I dont know weather to call it a relationship or a setback. now... it took me 3 years to find my strength because I was looking for "closure". well I finally have that and seriously I just realize it wasnt worth the extra wasted time. Every day waking up not knowing if I will be reminded once again how I wasnt "enough" and how someone else always was and being reminded of how weak I was. always being scared to leave just to find the next guy was gonna be just like him... honestly it was enough to drive a person crazy. but dispite all that... I did love him... once. so no the closure I finally found was not worth all the pain but the experiance of being in love was. I just now almost wish it would have ended sooner... so I wouldnt have all these horrible memories to block out the good ones from way back when. so another guy comes into my life and he's wonderful!... he would probably be more wonderful if I wasnt so crazy. lol. but eventhough things are not ending in a happily ever after this is good enough. they say everyone comes into your life for a purpose well he showed me I deserve for someone to be nice to me :) and thats a great feeling. Hes a wonderful guy... any girl that gets him is lucky as hell.but I do have a friend at the end of it... hopefully lol so thats my thanks to him. at the end of this whole ordeal I just realize I need to focus on myself and be happy with the people god has blessed me with. Love will come if you deserve it. and through everything my friends have been there. They have wiped my tears time and time again but never called me stupid. They have come to my resue whenever I needed. Brought me the flowers a boyfriend never has (paymon lol). spent time with me when I was alone. and I was ALWAYS good enough for them :) I'm prolly gonna get cussed out for even writing all this but he should know I love him... its just I can only be me and I can only make myself forgive so much before its a front.

so my points are at the end of this blog...

dont worry about nobody whos not worried about u
if your a good person you deserve that in return
at the end of they day love aint shit without a friendship and a respect
and sometimes closure is just realizing within yourself its not worth waiting for...

as of right now I am still stuck in detroit
got a test shoot with "SHOW MAGAZINE" on feb 7th... I'm geeked
school starts soon UGH!
My bestie kristen has decided to move to the promise land with me (phoenix)
YAY! I got alot on my plate...

but now I have accepted the fact I will never be a perfect girl
I'll always be ditzy, emotional, and alittle off... and yea sometimes I FREAK OUT!
but I can be happy with that :)

P.S..... Kanye West new album is like a soundtrack for suicide! WTF it makes me super depressed!

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Current Jamz::
"Rehab"- Rihanna

Quote of the Day::
"I'm so startled!" lmao (inside)