Sunday, December 6, 2009

New Chapter

I went out lastnight. I watched people having fun. My fun only lasted a while. First of all if people think I am in Vegas partyin every night they are sadly mistaken. Once you actually LIVE in Vegas it just becomes normal. The Upside to living here is that theres always something to do. The downside is my friends are not here to enjoy it with me. I missed my friends a lot last night. I missed the way things were. This had to happen one day. We are all coming into our own and becoming not a group of friends but individuals that are just friends.

Stefanie had baby Harriett! well I guess I can stop calling her Harriett and reveal her real name since she is born now. Jordyn Cherelle Wright was born Dec 4th 2009 and was 7 pounds 4 ounces. I'm so excited so I know Stefanie is overwhelmed with happiness. I still miss the days where there where no babies, boyfriends, and real life issues! but this is a new chapter in all of our lives.

I know your not suppose to make New Years resolutions and just do what the fuck you should be doing anyway... but hey... you gotta start somewhere. For me 2010 will be the year I let go of caring about things I cant change and worry about the things I can. I will no longer care what anybody else thinks because I should be focusing on all the things I have to finally be happy about. In this new year I will be myself. I will walk, talk and just be Laura. No one truly has a drama free life but I sure as hell will drop every bit I have the power to. I will focus on making this new chapter in my life better than the last.

Moving was the best thing I have ever done for myself.

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Current Jamz::
"Tiny Dancer"- Elton John

Quote of the Day::
"Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies"