Its Been WAY too long people!

I kno I've been MIA from blogging for a while but I needed some time to clear my head and my thoughts so I can get everything out for you all to read. I mean how can I expect ya'll to understand me when I coudn't even understand myself? lol... anycrap... I've recently moved to Vegas which has honestly been one of the best things I have ever done for myself. I always stopped myself from moving out if Detriot... the city I hate so much... in fear that I would be missing something. It took for things to hit rock bottom for me to realize I wasn't missing shit. I mean seriously... what am I missing?? No jobs, a crappy school system, somewhere where everyones hood mentality gets the better of them, people who are not your friend for who you are but yet who they think you are and what you can do to benifit them. This was not about bettering myself as a person but yet just going somewhere better.

Now I will never forget the good things about detroit. Campus Martius every winter, Sherwood Coney, and the few friends I have but I now have a chance to become a more wordly person and experience something new for myself. an opportunity most people never get. I found myself in detroit becoming something I hated. Being forced to fight negitivity with more negitivity and I regret every bit of it. I'm not saying everyone that stayed is like a loser or anything but I'm just saying for me personally leaving was something I had to do to get the life experience that I need. I def didnt want getting out of detroit to be on my bucket list lol.

Since I left I have heard nothing but drama and sadness going on there. Just the other day my friend brandons older sister was found dead. Killed in a brutal way. I honestly think about it every day. Eventho I didnt know her on a very personal level she was always so nice to me and she took care of brandon who is one of my closest friends. I feel terrible that I cant be physically there to comfort him in his time of need. It was def the scariest and saddest thing I heard about hapening in detroit. RIP Shanita Brown... and Brandon I kno I act like a strict older sister sometimes but I'm always ALWAYS here if u need me.

I love my friends! Not all the associates that I claimed as friends in the past... but my TRUE friends. The ones that have always been a great support system to me. I am confident that my decision to move will not compromise a true friendship :) I'm in a wonderful relationship with my soul mate! (yes I finally found him lol) I have never felt so much love from a man in my life. and the thing is he knows and loves me for ME! its amazing when you find something this awesome.

Ive been getting great feedback from photographers out this way so I'm hoping to make some new connections. K.I.T people! I promise I wont wait this long to blog again.


New Pics!

Poem

Our Fate

It all comes out too little to late

Its hard to believe this was our fate

That god let me believe you were the one

had me thinkin it was true love

The truth eventually comes to light

but sometimes its too late to make things right

sometimes it takes to be hurt to see the pain you caused

But at the end of the day it was all just a loss

Relationships are not a game so you shouldnt try to win

Hopefully next time you'll know you'll lose in the end

If you play the game of who causes the most pain

back and fourth back and fourth until it all goes down the drain

if you play with matches your bound to get burned

just promise me this will be a lesson learned

At the end of the day we lost something great

But now I have to know this was our fate

You Know Your a Wack Ass Bitch When... Pt 2

Back by Popular Demand...

Part 2 of...

YOU KNOW YOUR A WACK ASS BITCH WHEN...

• When you promote parites just to get in Free! with all that work u put in u might as well have paid the 5 dollars b4 midnight.
• When you are fuckin several guys but have nothin to show for it. AKA you still are walkin everywhere cuz u aint got no ride in them SAME s.carters you had from 10th grade.
• When you wear Cartier glasses because u think they make u look classy
• When you are spring clothes shopping at Lee Beauty Supply... Yes we can all tell you got your clothes from there.
• When you start shit on facebook. Seriously I'm tired of these facebook thugs. what ever happened to just fighting a bitch in the street??? its still hood rat-ish but atleast it aint wack and scary!
• When you type in a way u think looks cute... (ex: using 3's for E's and q's for g's) WTF is yo problem?!?! that shit is NOT cute and u just took 5 extra minutes out yo live to type something that coulda took 5 seconds. Clearly u just a fool!
• When you wear zillions to your wedding. sorry I had to say it.
• When you are fuckin somebody elses boyfriend and thinks that makes you special. stop being a idiot... u were just another bitch who didnt get the title.
• When your "Modeling Career" Consisted of being on flyers for free... and only because u asked to get put on it.
• When you still Roll down ALL the windows of your car and BLAST music down the street to get attention because you want everyone to see u drivin. ummm how old are you???
• When you fuck guys to get popular.... ewwww
• When you are still wearing your nails after 2 r broken and 1 is completely popped off... because u wanna get a fill in. soooo.... your going to look like a fool in the mean time???
• You still Hip Roll at Parties... Period!

Remember this note is ment to HELP people. as harsh at it may seem some people need a reality check.

I just Wanna be Successful

New shots of me.

just check them out

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Current Jamz::

"Successful" -Drake

Quote of the Day::

"Success doesnt come to you. you go to it"

Big Seans Video

FINALLY! I lowkey been waiting for this video.

I'm just Glad to see a detroiter from our generation making it.

Show Me Love

Love is just a word now. Love has just as much meaning as the word VCR. Anybody can say it... we say it to friends we have known for all of 2 days (ex:"oh girl u kno i love u") This word used to have meaning, respect, and action behind it. It used to be special. I have not had one boyfriend who hasn't told me he loved me and I was always the only one smart enough not to say it right back. I guess my point is if you say you love someone dont think its special anymore, the action behind it is.

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Current Jamz::

"Number One" - John Legend

Quote::

"I tried to jack off & he said 'who is you playin wit'"

Kanglosta Ft. Princeton -Wanna Bet

Check out Detroit's up and coming to the music scene "Kanglosta" as he drops his first single for the ladies titled "Wanna Bet" from his upcoming mixtape "The Academy Presents.........Kanglosta".

To Download click the zshare link below

http://www.zshare.net/download/58952694d07472a6/

Wanna Bet - Kanglosta ft. Princeton