Sunday, December 7, 2008

UNDER CONSTRUCTION! Me & My Blog :)

My New Blog layout is currently under construction and so is my life. I recently moved to phoenix which is by far the BIGGEST move I have ever made. I had a hard enough time switching schools in high-school but even then I always had Kristen with me... we always ended up in the same place. I was afraid until I landed... I had finally left my comfort zone. But as I landed I honestly felt a sense of relief. I realized I had made myself comfortable in a mediocre setting. Allowing myself to be surrounded by drama and always looking for the next quick temporary fix. I made myself comfortable expecting disappointment and being content with the same ol same ol. Now I can focus on ME and bettering my life. Now I can worry about whats the next step to following my dreams instead of worrying about petty drama and what the next person will say. I know there is drama everywhere but this time I have a fresh start and a little more knowledge about how people can be. Looking back on my past and wonder maybe if I wasn't so nice could people have done the things they did to me. If I hadn't been so naive would I still have been taken advantage of. If I hadn't loved so hard could I still have been hurt. and if I hadn't made some of the mistakes I made would I still be the same person. but finally I am not worried about it anymore. I am ME! and that is wonderous! lol...and I have faith that me and my friends... my true friends... will be ok. Sure we will all grow and change but my REAL friends are naturally the most fun, original, quirky people and thats why we love each-other. We will be ok... I probably wont stay here forever but I am using this time to focus. I LOVE YOU ALL!.... Remember my page is under construction! TTFN!

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Current Jamz::
"what were you thinking" - Joss Stone

Quote of the Day::
"I realized I had become a grown woman when I started thinking more about myself and less about what people thought of me"

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3 comments:

MiisS_fAbOLoUsiiTy said...

laura i really like what you wrote that goes to show that sometimes, you have to do things for yourself & stopping thinking about what ppl might think about you....& i think that this change will better you as a person & also make you realize there's only certain things you can do & only certain ppl you can trust....i know that living in detroit has perpared you for life ahead...but make sure you never make the things in ur past as mistakes b/c things like what have happen to you in detroit has made you a stronger person.....i would have never thought that change is better but i realize that when you change it makes you a better person...so luv ya muchies...& stay in touch...MWAH =}

One Ten said...

Feeling the new blog layout; I too am about to make some pretty big changes w/ mine. And it's always good to be in a new environment, I know the weather will be 100% better than what you're accustomed to here in Michigan.

Have fun in AZ, and as said above, change brings a new aspect to your life and actually DOES make you a better person, so enjoy.

Poetry.Jones said...

Miss. Laura, That was really
well written and I wish you
the best of luck in your new
location..