Scared of Lonely

So heres an update on my life since I have been in phoenix

-I feel somewhat alone... like something is missing. but its not like I haven't for a while. I do although feel like this is the perfect opportunity to regain my unconditional happiness. All the people that love and care for me the most are here in spirit and they will always have my back even from across the country. I am very lucky and am working on building myself up

-I have been doing a lot of networking. and helping my new friend Stan with his All Star weekend events...
www.aceblack.com

-all the guys here have the same pickup line.... " do u like to party? " ummm and they r all pretty much weak as fuck. maybe I should attempt to meet an older man???... uck no nevermind. but the ones my age are so thirsty!!!

- I got my palms read... it was CRAZINESS I swear.

- Honestly right now I'm pretty upset... I kno wat I gotta do tho

- MY NOSE IS PIERCED! and is like super cute... but I guess I look just like mya now :-/

- My mother and I are opening a store here in downtown phoenix. well its really my store but i'm using her money :)

- "sometimes I feel like theres no gettin thru to you like you dont appreciate all that I do. you gotta show me that you want me to stay. dont turn and walk away. I'm slowly fallin out of love with you I dont know what to do"

- So apparently I'll be going for the cover of "AZ Nightlife" for the month of the All Star game... kool beans

- I will be in Detroit for Newyears! Yay! thanks 2 my big bro for buyin my ticket.

- I now LOVE the jonas brothers aka the Jo Bros lol




Does anyone see a problem with this damn thing! its just a backwards robe!

I think thats about it for now

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Current Jamz::
" Scared of lonely" - Beyonce

Quote of the day::
" your having a random outburst of thirst!"

Sad Shit, Cute Shit, and Funny Shit

This shit if just fucking Sad. I cant even Laugh at a bitch being this dumb. Well Yes I can! lol



Now THIS little fucker is cute.... and I cant stop singing the song



No matter how many times I watch this I still CRY Laughing... U just gotta have my humor

So Check out my Buddy Scolla

So I guess he comin out with a full length studio album.... should be hot shit!

Its called "THE PERFECTION THEORY" so look out for that




And click the link below to check out his new song

Click here to listen/download "Married Man"
and NOOOO its not a cake song lol...

TTFN

UNDER CONSTRUCTION! Me & My Blog :)

My New Blog layout is currently under construction and so is my life. I recently moved to phoenix which is by far the BIGGEST move I have ever made. I had a hard enough time switching schools in high-school but even then I always had Kristen with me... we always ended up in the same place. I was afraid until I landed... I had finally left my comfort zone. But as I landed I honestly felt a sense of relief. I realized I had made myself comfortable in a mediocre setting. Allowing myself to be surrounded by drama and always looking for the next quick temporary fix. I made myself comfortable expecting disappointment and being content with the same ol same ol. Now I can focus on ME and bettering my life. Now I can worry about whats the next step to following my dreams instead of worrying about petty drama and what the next person will say. I know there is drama everywhere but this time I have a fresh start and a little more knowledge about how people can be. Looking back on my past and wonder maybe if I wasn't so nice could people have done the things they did to me. If I hadn't been so naive would I still have been taken advantage of. If I hadn't loved so hard could I still have been hurt. and if I hadn't made some of the mistakes I made would I still be the same person. but finally I am not worried about it anymore. I am ME! and that is wonderous! lol...and I have faith that me and my friends... my true friends... will be ok. Sure we will all grow and change but my REAL friends are naturally the most fun, original, quirky people and thats why we love each-other. We will be ok... I probably wont stay here forever but I am using this time to focus. I LOVE YOU ALL!.... Remember my page is under construction! TTFN!

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Current Jamz::
"what were you thinking" - Joss Stone

Quote of the Day::
"I realized I had become a grown woman when I started thinking more about myself and less about what people thought of me"

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