Show Me Love

Love is just a word now. Love has just as much meaning as the word VCR. Anybody can say it... we say it to friends we have known for all of 2 days (ex:"oh girl u kno i love u") This word used to have meaning, respect, and action behind it. It used to be special. I have not had one boyfriend who hasn't told me he loved me and I was always the only one smart enough not to say it right back. I guess my point is if you say you love someone dont think its special anymore, the action behind it is.

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Current Jamz::

"Number One" - John Legend

Quote::

"I tried to jack off & he said 'who is you playin wit'"

Kanglosta Ft. Princeton -Wanna Bet

Check out Detroit's up and coming to the music scene "Kanglosta" as he drops his first single for the ladies titled "Wanna Bet" from his upcoming mixtape "The Academy Presents.........Kanglosta".

To Download click the zshare link below

http://www.zshare.net/download/58952694d07472a6/

Wanna Bet - Kanglosta ft. Princeton

Video Blog

WTF Blanket!

This is so freakin funny! it sums up how I feel about snuggies to the T

If you do not want to see me again I would understand

today is just one of those days. one of those days you realize how much you life has changed in such a short amount of time. one of those days when you realize you need to stop holding onto the past and what was. one of those days where you realize that it doesnt matter if it was a good or bad thing but that it doesnt matter at all because whats done is done.  I have stopped chasing people. I cant make someone love me. I cant make someone be my friend. I cant make someone want me around. The best things are natural. My vision of my life went from crystal clear to ... just blank.  I have no idea whats next and I'm not sure if I like it or not. but I know one thing... I gotta figure it out. A year ago I had so many friends I could barf! lol. but I have lost more than half of them. Knowing how the pattern goes I'll probably lose more and just get some new ones.  The true friends stay. and it doesnt matter if you have known them 2 weeks or 12 years... the real ones stay. But now I have no one to call... seriously. For the 1st time I think I feel 100% alone. Its not a good feeling but I guess its forcing me to actually deal with things.

Sorry I've been missing... but I'm BACK!

So I've been busy finding myself... thats why I been MIA from the blog scene. But I'm back with updates. I was honestly motivated by this random man that came into my job today telling me that time waits for no one and I know he's right...

I kinda got into this "play it safe" mode which is very unlike me. I decided to just go to school and get a regular ass job and be a regular ass person... but I'm already bored with that idea so eff all that!

I decided to stop being a lazy bitch and actually go shoot with Show Mag like I was suppose to go do months ago. I had a minor setback and then just postponed until I could get out to LA but I guess I'm gonna make that happen...

I kinda like my new job... its growing on me. Especially since it just consists of bringing people their food and being pretty :) YAY HOOTERS!

I have realized... that you cant force someone to be your friend. You Win some You lose some. Its sad but at the end of the day its their loss.

YOUR A PATHETIC BITCH!... I just thought u should know :)

I wish people would stop getting shit airbrushed... thats so ummm 10th Grade pep rally!

I had stars on my 4head

Sooo... its prom season! ( my lil sis looked fab by the way..) and ummmm I wish these females would NOT get their prom dresses for $29.95 at Deb.. Yes I'm talkin about yall and YES we can tell!

well thats all for now... TTFN

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Current Jamz::

"Knocks You Down" -Keri Hilson

Quote of the Day::

"I just wanna punch you in the stomach and say 'oops I was just tryna get a pork chop' "

Promises Made and Promises Lost

Promises made and promises lost

what really counts is suppose to be the thought

but the road to hell is paved with good intentions

maybe I should lower my expectations

Promises made and promises lost

I promised myself I would never be this girl again

shedding a tear for every promise broken

always in the dark to keep people from looking

but how can I even pretend

Promises made and promises lost

but I'm the one most at fault

I'm the biggest victim but committed the biggest crime

the broken promise that hurts the most is mine

- Laura