You change your mind like a girl changes clothes...

***UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE*** Laura Ann Sims Tyler is moving to phoenix AZ on Dec 3rd... so get ur fill of me now cuz I'm out this bitch! kinda excited. its crazy how everything happened. I'll be back a lot tho. apparently my producer doesn't wanna let me go.

-Last night I had soooooo much fun. I drank, laughed, and danced... and me and my girls were the most beautiful in the place as per usual. I got hit on by a girl.... I was flattered because that means I'm universally pretty! lol

-I realized I am spoiled when it comes to guys. like if I dont get my attention or at-least an explanation of why I am not getting it... I take it very personal. thats prolly not a good thing.

-So I guess my EX just happened to be moving to Phoenix also. I just found this out... hummmmmmm..... what does this mean??? eh... maybe nothing

-just wanted 2 let u kno "I take my shirt off and all the hoes stop breathin" lol

-My boobs hurt right now... could they b growing??? :) *wishful thinking*

-ok so EVERYBODY has a problem with me getting a small boy dog and naming him Walter... I like the name. its original lol

- if anybody wants 2 buy any furniture let me kno... or my car. cuz i sure as hell aint drivin it down there

-ITS RINK SEASON! yes thats right... The Rink opens This Friday and I will sure as hell be there to bless the ice. CMRS!

-Have you ever noticed that when u goin thru somethin Church ALWAYS be on point??

- Kristen u kno u gonna miss me... dont even front. 11 years bitch... after all this time I cant even get a new bestie


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Current Jamz::
"Hot & Cold" - Katie Perry

Quote of the Day::
"the first step to getting somewhere is deciding your not going to stay where you are"

Shawty say the nigga that she wit aint S***!

First of all let me tell you I am STRESSED to the fullest.. I need a vacation but... thats not possible right now. For someone who's Birthday is tomorrow I think I should be a little happier. You know how adults dont get excited about birthdays anymore??? cuz they still gotta pay bills n shit... well thats me. maybe that means I'm growing up. I let my flock of niggas go... all but the important one. I just didn't have time for all that single shit... not saying I'm not single but I just dont have time to manage all the groupies that come along with being single.

Now let me say this... if I your gonna be with me, love me, build something with me... WANT ME FOR ME! you can't be with someone for a while then up and decide you wanna change them... I mean shit atleast try to change me while its still early in the relationship so I can see what your petty ass is really all about.
Also have you noticed someone might tell you they would never hurt you and blah blah blah and do that shit with no remorse... thats fucked up if you ask me. So basically your a LIAR!
"you always said you'd hate to see me hurt and you'd hate to see me cry... so all those times you hurt me... did you close your eyes?"

Enough of that relationship talk... So imma be wack on my Birthday. I really dont wanna do shit seeing as I'm turning into a old lady. I'm like the old lady that still bumps Gucci Mane and then turns on the Barry white :)

I love my sis MS. CRIS!.... seriously we r sum badddddd bitches... and we got sum shit comin for yall.

I'm moving to East Lansing....I'll be there within a month. I need some time away from detroit. Everybody leavin and I dont even blame them. But I will always "put on for my city" lmao

Ok so can someone Help me with my Reality show... I feel like I need & deserve one. atleast on youtube. it'll b fun :) plus I'm hella interesting.

Who noticed during the BET Awards Lil Wayne NEVER left the stage... seriously everytime someone else got an award there he was... during every performance there he was,... he rappin i songs he had no part in... The Weezy Awards???? hummmm I'm just sayin...


Well have a good day everyone....

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Current Jamz::
"shawty say" - David Banner Ft. Lil Wayne

Quote of the Day::
"Love doesnt make things easy. Just worth it"

Vote Me into the RealWorld!

But your Just a boy... you dont understand

Random blogging...

-I'm getting my life, morals and goals together. I need it. and I need to realize its ok to ask for help when you need it... I'm still workin on that one.

-Apparently I'm so talented that people wanna invest in me! yay!!! Imma b a SUPERSTAR!

- There comes a time when you have to decide weather you wanna spend more time hoping things will work out or take it ass a loss and just not waste anymore time.

- "I need a change of scenery because this one wasnt real. it was just a pretty picture of things I wanted to believe"

- ok sooooo my lil bro told me this girl looks like a moose that got beat with a ugly stick... WOW

- its my BIRTHDAY month... I'm a princess all month

-Never trust a man with 2 first names...

-I feel like I should have a reality show... perhaps I will start one

- Yay I have my friend back! :)

- Running on a treadmill = Going nowhere FAST!... thank my brother for that quote.

- Rink season is coming up. I'm excited. nobody understands my love for iceskating at campus martius more than CMRS

- "Whats all on a niggas mind" - T baby... now I say that after EVERYTHING!

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Current Jamz::
"if I were a boy" - Beyonce

Quote of the day::
"Just because your not with someone doesnt mean you dont love them. you just simply have to learn to live without them"

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I'm Fly like Paper I get High like Planes

WOW its really been a while. So heres a random blog...

-Lansing with the besties was GREAT! and wonderfully Drunk. Then I saw Butt Butt... I guess he's semi still in my life. but is that really the way I want it??

-Partied with CMRS *YIPPEE*... I love them. The Liquor was flowing, secret crushes were revealed, Booty's were grabbed lol. Omar doing random Drunkin Push-ups. My right hand man is always drunk and shirtless and rambling... He claimed to have raised us all. still wondering how that possible if we all met like 2 years ago :-/

-"what would you say... if I told you... you was... FINE!" - me

-Seriously I gotta get outa this house with my father. He's crazy. Apartment shopping NOW!

-its SO hard to keep your head up when people seem to be obsessed with seeing you fail. no-matter how sad I get all I wanna do is kill them with success :) so who's gonna be down for me???

-I submitted a youtube of me singing to this contest at random! lol

-I SWEAR this nigga think I'm dumb. Dont forget I know every trick in the book cuz I've Done Them ALL! but ay if you like it I love it... its all Gravy Baby! :)

- I HATE fat girls that think they r just THICK.... its a major difference. Thick Girls dont have a GUT! and STOP GETTIN BELLY RINGS!

-Got some new Iceskates. makes me smile :)

-So my Birthday is Coming up (OCT 27th)... and i'm happy to say I am still Child Free!!!!* YIPPEE*

-I kinda miss my Rooster... just a little bit! You better not have found you another chicken! lol

- Dunlap:: The fat that Dun Lapped over yo pants!

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Current Jamz::
"Paper Planes" - M.I.A.

Quote of the day::
"What would you say if I told you... you was... FINE"

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I wanna LIVE!

today I decided I wanna live. and not just be alive but LIVE! I wanna be happy not practical. I dont wanna play it safe. I'm not happy right now. What I am is stable. nothings REALLY that bad. Everything is... Normal. But seriously whats about "normal" screams FUN! EXCITING! or SPECTACULAR! Those are words that I wanna be able to use to describe my life and how I feel about it. Today I went to see "The Family that Preys". It was a wonderful movie. It got me really thinking about life though. A woman asked "are you really living or are you just existing?". I have been asking myself that question all day. Then today someone VERY close to my heart attempted to take his life. The truth is I have had a moment like that so I know what that feels like. To think life cant get ANY better and it hurts so much to think that someone I care for so much could feel that same pain that I once felt and very much still understand. I dont want anyone to think they cant LIVE and be happy...and I dont want anyone to feel that low because I know that thats like... it sucks! So I'm gonna do everything I can to make sure I dont even get close to that road again and neither do anyone I care for. I'm just really upset right now and for whatever reason this lil blog helps me vent and sort out my head.

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Current Jamz::
"live your life"- TI ft Rihanna

Quote of the Day::
"Are you Really Living or just Existing"

This love is takin all of my Energy

So as of right now... itunes on shuffle, AIMing Stef, thinking of a master plan. I need to move out ASAP so I think me n Stef are gonna do that. Once again... caught in limbo with the EX... UGH! I just wanna be happy... when will it be my turn??? like do you ever think hey... when will it be MY turn to be happy??? when will it be MY turn to fall in love??? seriously... I'm like this. If imma actually be WITH someone I either want the REAL thing or simply to just be single and have fun. Those Semi-Serious relationships that last all of a couple months are so pointless. I realize that I DESERVE to be some ones one n only. And Settling for less and I deserve is another form of doubt in myself.

-Wrote a note on FB about giving away the secrets to being a player... really just to prove to the players that even after their groupies read my note and notice all the signs they still wont stop talking to them. Simply because people believe what they want to in the end. so if you dont wanna believe your getting played despite all the signs you simply just wont believe it.

-Random Thought:: I LOVE KERI HILSON! seriously... she had 2 grow on me but i love her music now and her hair cut is so pretty

-So here are some random sexual terms me n my friends have stumbled across this past week::

*DickMitten = Vagina

*Have you misplaced jesus lately???= Have you had sex lately??... heres the back story. My friend had a this guy... a "Friendly Fuck" so one day he goes to church and returns and says "we cant have sex anymore because I found jesus" but he calls a week later wanting to fuck... so was jesus misplaced??? I'm just sayin...

*Would you like to experience the Chronicles of Narnia? = Would you like to have sex?

-So this random girl told my friend I told her all of his business... but in reality I have never had a conversation with this girl in my life. dont even kno who she is... Bitch your random

OH YEA New Pics::




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Current Jamz::
"Energy"- Keri Hilson

Quote of the day::
"never settle for less that you deserve because thats another form of doubt in yourself"