If you do not want to see me again I would understand

today is just one of those days. one of those days you realize how much you life has changed in such a short amount of time. one of those days when you realize you need to stop holding onto the past and what was. one of those days where you realize that it doesnt matter if it was a good or bad thing but that it doesnt matter at all because whats done is done.  I have stopped chasing people. I cant make someone love me. I cant make someone be my friend. I cant make someone want me around. The best things are natural. My vision of my life went from crystal clear to ... just blank.  I have no idea whats next and I'm not sure if I like it or not. but I know one thing... I gotta figure it out. A year ago I had so many friends I could barf! lol. but I have lost more than half of them. Knowing how the pattern goes I'll probably lose more and just get some new ones.  The true friends stay. and it doesnt matter if you have known them 2 weeks or 12 years... the real ones stay. But now I have no one to call... seriously. For the 1st time I think I feel 100% alone. Its not a good feeling but I guess its forcing me to actually deal with things.

Sorry I've been missing... but I'm BACK!

So I've been busy finding myself... thats why I been MIA from the blog scene. But I'm back with updates. I was honestly motivated by this random man that came into my job today telling me that time waits for no one and I know he's right...

I kinda got into this "play it safe" mode which is very unlike me. I decided to just go to school and get a regular ass job and be a regular ass person... but I'm already bored with that idea so eff all that!

I decided to stop being a lazy bitch and actually go shoot with Show Mag like I was suppose to go do months ago. I had a minor setback and then just postponed until I could get out to LA but I guess I'm gonna make that happen...

I kinda like my new job... its growing on me. Especially since it just consists of bringing people their food and being pretty :) YAY HOOTERS!

I have realized... that you cant force someone to be your friend. You Win some You lose some. Its sad but at the end of the day its their loss.

YOUR A PATHETIC BITCH!... I just thought u should know :)

I wish people would stop getting shit airbrushed... thats so ummm 10th Grade pep rally!

I had stars on my 4head

Sooo... its prom season! ( my lil sis looked fab by the way..) and ummmm I wish these females would NOT get their prom dresses for $29.95 at Deb.. Yes I'm talkin about yall and YES we can tell!

well thats all for now... TTFN

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Current Jamz::

"Knocks You Down" -Keri Hilson

Quote of the Day::

"I just wanna punch you in the stomach and say 'oops I was just tryna get a pork chop' "

Promises Made and Promises Lost

Promises made and promises lost

what really counts is suppose to be the thought

but the road to hell is paved with good intentions

maybe I should lower my expectations

Promises made and promises lost

I promised myself I would never be this girl again

shedding a tear for every promise broken

always in the dark to keep people from looking

but how can I even pretend

Promises made and promises lost

but I'm the one most at fault

I'm the biggest victim but committed the biggest crime

the broken promise that hurts the most is mine

- Laura

Plies New Reality Show "GOONETTE" ... wait until you see this!

Plies New Reality show

He's looking for GOONETTS!

1st episode featuring a midget stripper...

WTF plies??? soooo random!

Who's life is it anyway!?!?!

Havent really blogged in a while. I know everyone missed me :)

First of all I have a new life guideline. I have been sitting and thinking. Although my car is currently stuck, I had a stressful night, I might be a slight push over sometimes, and I am currently poor assin it! lol... I still am SOOOOOO happy. So my new rule is just to have fun.. dont worry.. and work on my flaws as I go. Im fortunate enough to not have any major worries in my life so I will take advantage of that.

on some side notes...

- Last night Esko Banged. although it didn't end how I would have liked. The bright side is that a successful event can be thrown.

- I feel like Plies is a life ruiner! like WHYYYYYYY wont he stop with all his randomness. I dont know what girl wants to be a "bus it baby" and if a guy EVER said "please excuse my hands" I would prolly cuss him out. seriously he himself as a person is not acceptable...

- So I guess Im back in detroit for a while now... mostly because I found love :)

- I have noticed that the happier you are the more people are jealous of you. people are jealous of happiness. thats really sad.... LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE!!!!

- I finally saw "American Pimp"... it was amazing. This documentary on pimps  was funny and educational. I think I wanna b a pimp when I grow up lol

-I have this new found obsession with the show "whos wedding is it anyway??"... hummmm *hint hint*

- Hanging with my Manager & Day 26 on tuesday.  then studio on thrusday!

- RANDOM:: What ever happened to the Olsen Twins??? Did one overdose and the other starve herself to death??? :-/

- "accept the truth about you. you know life goes on without you"

- I want some Lemon cake :(

- FINALLY! I have chosen my major and it is Criminal Justice. funny cuz I'm on probation. lol

- Some people just weren't worth having around

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Current Jamz::  "Mr. Intentional" -Lauryn Hill

Quote of the Day:: "the road to hell is paved with good intentions"

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Lucki Ent Events...

Yes we just got back and we already got a few dates on the calendar...




Tomorrow! Lucki Ent is officially on
Sex Drive Fridays
EVERY Friday @ Esko
Ladies FREE until 12am
First 50 people FREE drink on us
and Mixed Drinks 1/2 off until 11




Also the Original Wild Wednesdays is BACK!
W.O.W.
Each and EVERY Wednesday @ Esko


Thats just a sample for now.... be back to post more events soon

FEELIN LUCKI!

first off let me say LUCKI ENT's vlof is now up!

CLICK HERE to view the new blog!

Sorry I been MIA once again but heres an update::

- its been a HORRIBLE and I mean REALLY HORRRIBLE few weeks. I gotta go to the hospital, car gets fucked up, almost went to jail! sheesh! can I get a break!?!?

-I'm officially back in Michigan due to court order and LOVE <3 which will be explained later in the blog

- now due to all this BS I missed my LA photoshoot. but dont worry it is still going to happen. more than likely in march. but still I hate having to put things off

- I am now an artist with twisted management. I'm happy about that. they manage many established artists.

-some guy wrote me on FB saying "what hood you rep?" ... ummmm #1 i'm not from the hood... #2 y would you eve send that mess to me!

- I'm singing the national anthem at the promoters charity basketball game this saturday feb 28th @ Cass Tech. I'm a little nervous... but I guess its just the national anthem. its only like 4 lines.... right??? lol

-Also... I'm selling tickets to Debonaire Affair on March 14th @ Seldom Blues

hit me up!...

ummmm thats about it I believe... expect alot from LUCKI ENT and ME!

o yea... a video blog on my feelings on the Chris Brown and Riahanna situation... TEAM CB! lol